1 Month and 2 Weeks

Dear Hannah,

Its been 1 month and 2 weeks since you've been gone. It seems like just yesturday. I can still remember every emotion, every feeling all of it. I remember your smell, how soft your skin was, the texture of your hair. I miss you so much. I am sorry I haven't been out to see your grave. I can't do it right now. I want to but I love you so much. I know daddy misses you a lot to. He doesn't show in tears, but you can tell it tears him apart. Kids still ask about you, where you are. By the way, the kids are jealous you can count to 24 before they cam. They think that it's really cool! We keep seeing ladybugs everywhere. I went to church yesturday for the first time since your funeral. It was very hard, but I say a ladybug on the ceiling, so that helped a little bit. I wish you were hear. I can't go near baby girls right now. I'm sad because I don't have my baby girl. In 5 days it's Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day. Mummy and Daddy are planning to light candles to remember you.

Love and Miss you,
Mummy xoxo